Lost

I feel quite lost. I don't know where will I be half year later. My will told me that I will be at Singapore. But, somehow, fate told me that they have a plan for me. I know I am always thinking too much, unnecessarily. I hate this, but this is me.

Hmm, ..... things doesn't goes on smoothly. I had a pretty bad time at my cousin's house. I have nightmare every night. What had happened, again. sigh..... I am always a sensitive person to whatever environment, whatever and whatever. Any noise can wake me up easily :( But there isn't any noise this time . So why this again? I hate to be like that but this is again, me.

My attachment at hosp Sultan Ismail had been an extraordinary one. We are allocated for our clinical training but they are asking us to help them with catering research on plate waste. This research is terribly boring. It had been my thesis title. I am tired of all these. Anyhow, 2 weeks had past. 8 weeks to go. I wish things can go on more smoothly.