Here In Canberra!

It's already been a week here for me in Australia. From Melbourne to Sydney then now here in the national library in Canberra. It's so sunny out there. My skin is burning. So, I think it's nice to spend some time here to write a blog somewhere from Malaysia. I would write some longer one later on but now, very much like to write some feelings here. I just got to say, the first few days, I am not really get used to Australia. Perhaps, I was tired of the first 2 nights where I spent my time on plane and on train. That's sucks! Later on thursday, when I arrived in sydney, luckily, I got a very nice room at Tomasz's house. I got some sleep and later on went around darling harbour (which is around where I live), and then walked all my way to the Sydney Opera House. It's really an eye-opening experience for me as everything's so different here. I didnt really felt alienated as there're so many asians here in Australia( probably in sydney and melbourne) but in canberra I can see lesser.
Australia is really a wonderful country. how wonderful to me, I would write later on. Again, solo travel has made me has very strong feeling towards the people, places and myself. When we might feel we are someone in our country, we are probably wrong. We are just a noone around the world. Why do I say this. As a typical Malaysian students, from my point of view, we are a noone out of our country. We are very much far behind. I dont really want to look down at myself and my country but when I am out of the world, I felt myself as so much far behind. That's why self-improvement is so important for us, students in malaysia. I felt that as malaysian students, we know so little things. our knowledge, our point of view are still very swallow. I am still not sure what causes this. Is it because of some culture difference that make me feel like that ? I dont know, i might be wrong. And I might be right as well. This is what I am very interested to write in my blog later on instead of where I visit.
Travelling is a journey of learning. I dont think you win if you are able to step and go into every tourist spots but it's how you absorb and feel from your journey. My step is very slow. sometimes, I feel that it's like a waste BUT , I just want to make a reason for me to come back here again. I still got many places where I not yet go. So, I will come back here again!
I still have some days to go before I go back Malaysia. I see this journey as a soul to nowhere, a soul who is searching for somewhere,a soul who is observing everything as she can, and lastly a soul who is learning as much as she can.
Alright, time's up and time for me to explore again. Hopefully, I will be safely reaching Malaysia soon!